I can have anyone I want if I wanted to.
But that's not me. I wouldn't commit into something with no bases, with no foundation, something I'm not sure of. I can't risk another goodbye just because of the differences we two have nor just because what I felt was impulsive. See, the thing is, you can't just find that special thing with someone. You can't just met someone, bump right into someone so amazing, so beautiful inside out, so smart, so cra-aaazyyy.. and annoyingly make your heartbeat go fast. Hence the word "bump," I guess everyone's looking for that. Every thing you do, every where you go, you try to find that bump, you try to find that thing that dazzles you, that leaves you in awe. That blip. That click. That spark.. (well as their own way of saying.) Now when you find that, you go GRAB IT. You REACH for it. Even CHASE it. And when you have it, take care of it. You nurture it with love.
Well.. every time I see you laugh.. You had me just every damn time.
Seeing someone so happy, so carefree is so fulfilling, so satisfying especially when you know you're the reason behind it.
Aaand I will chase more of your leaves until you decide to become an evergreen like me. And that's the only best promise you can get. :) Hahahahaha
