ALWAYS KEEP ME IN YOUR MEM'RY

It's a story I'm working on.. should be working on. Hahah, kidding! Wish I had that enough time for this..

A LETTER FROM ME TO YOU

I had you once.

Only saying that makes my heart sink. I had everything when I had you. But I took you for granted. I lost you the moment that I haven't been completely honest with you, when you had your doubts, the moment I thought you didn't care at all. And when I lost you, it feels like losing everything.

I used to imagine spending my weekends with you or any free time I can get, bring you home and introduce you to my mom, just hang in there, watch movies and talk about silly stuffs. Tuck you under my arms in cold winds, laugh with you and forget the horrors of life which we fear.. but I know I can't.. we can't. We're afraid of the imperfections and insecurities of what our love can see. I'm telling you, it's not about that. I don't care about that at all.

I always tell you how I love your eyes. There is something in them that goes beyond your humor, your carefree aura. There was warmth and acceptance. Also that contagious passion. Yes! Or probably something much better, something beyond compare. I can’t actually explain it by words. And that was something I LOVE about you. Do remember that I never regretted a single moment with you. Every nook and cranny of you, I’ll always adore.

I feel so terrible, don’t you realize that? Tell me, is it too late to have you back? I'm sorry. I should take all the blame, I know.

I should have loved you the way you truly deserve...
I should have asked for redemption when I still had the chance...
I should have let go of you the moment I found out you're happy with your new life...

Now I'm left with great remorse and a devastated heart. I can't help my tears from falling the very second as I write this, when I think of you every night and every second I remember your name.
And I miss everything.. EVERYTHING.

I miss everything we used to be and what we used to have... :'/


I know I'm so stupid.. Dumb.. Pathetic. This is so hopeless. :| I know I'll have to let you go. You'll have to let me go, also.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=US46cHVj0-M&ob=av2e

SO I INDULGED MYSELF IN...

VocJam 2012

While we're listening (apparently) to a  reverend, a funny/outgoing/smart speaker, I found young lovers in a place full of hopes.. ;D Sweeeet ♥ 

This was last February 25 - 26, 2012 Vocation Jamboree held at University of San Jose-Recoletos.

♫♪ Today's no equal.. Tell me that it just won't end.. cuz nothing's ever gonna feel as right.. As those weekend days & nights.. when i had you around.. I don't wanna go. So stay with me, stay with me.. Don't let go my hand.. Maybe we'll meet again cuz i really miss youuu ♥ ♪♫

After 11 months, finally, we had a get-together with my high school friends (some). I know we just had a very very short time but it feels great.. really really great! I hope we'll meet again, guys! ;)